Gone

His last clear memory
was sailing over the hood of a car
from his bicycle seat,
brain reduced to that of a child, 
this man who used to be
so brilliant, the top of his game,
an undeterred star.
Earlier, after my divorce,
he offered me his services,
said he was a good lover,
would please me 
should I let him.
He didn't take my hand.
No attempt at a kiss.
A reasonable transaction,  
like he ran his job, his therapy 
sessions to placate the  woman 
who was still his wife.
 
I said no.
I wonder if he remembers me now,
if he would cut out a valentine,
hand me chocolate candies
if I appeared by his side.
Would sweet stirrings in his groin
remind him vaguely  
of the man he once was.

            

Pris Campbell
 © 2015

Published in Outlaw Poetry Network, Sept 2015


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